
Flodos
so early on in my time as a host, my first tup got into a relationship with a tup from another host. Me and the other host proxying let them have something akin to an LDR, but as anyone who's been there knows, LDR's fucking suck. They got restless and frustrated, and one day, after coordinating between me and the other host, Anne (my tup) ended up.. what I can only describe as 'visiting' his mind. Imma try to skip over most of the unprovable semantics, so long story short, they got into doing this regularly. It'd be an exhausting process for the tulpas, like a lungfish being out of water for an extended period of time, but they would sometimes come home with information I didn't know about the other system, things that I had no way of knowing. Never major bits, but enough for me to be, to this day, thoroughly confused on what was going on, because the information she gave, or that the other tulpa gave about her host while in my mind, was far more accurate than guesswork, yet not as accurate as normal memories. While there are plenty of spiritual ways to explain this, I'm wary of whole-hog explaining this in an unscientific, AKA unprovable, way.
The conclusion to my story is that, over time, the other host wanted out. He couldn't keep up the forcing and wasn't happy as a host. While every previous visit, we could feel that the tup's, eh, core, or soul (?) was still firmly with their host. It was a safety net, since we'd experienced tups not being able to cross from mind to mind unharmed or without getting lost, and that lifeline allowed us to recover them. The last time though, the other tulpa took it with her, and moved in to my system. That's how my second tup, Colgate, joined my mind